...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Monday, March 9, 2009
It's quite sad that I've got so sucked into celebutant gossip...Wow, This is post number two today...I must be bored or something. Or I'm trying to make up for the lack of updates. I started blogging on my myspace again. Yeah, I'm that cool. I'm going to be Perez Hilton famous one day...I kid, I kid.
Speaking of Perez Hilton, I've been spending an unnatural amount of time on his website. I need something better to occupy my time. It's quite sad that I've got so sucked into celebutant gossip. Maybe it's cause I'm looking for a way out of this boring cycle called my life. I need to shake things up a bit, hardcore. But I don't need anymore drama, drama, drama. Triple Drama for emphasis.
Next week the parentals are gone! Does that mean unlimited freedom? Sadly no. But St Patty's day should be fun, If i find something fun to do. I'm making a hilarious t-shirt. Well I think it's hilarious, and that's all that matters.
One day I was sitting in my room reading all my old journals, and I thought to myself, Maybe I could get these published, Miley Cyrus did it, and I'm far more interesting than her. I could call it "The Diary of a Self-Proclaimed Nobody" and the caption could read "whatever, I'm awesome". Maybe I'm better off writing a self-help book. Women buy those things like they're going out of style. I could do 250 pages of complete bullshit on how to work on your confidence, or get the guy of your dreams and it would make me rich. God, women are a stupid species. But men are a simple species...most of the time.
I'm definitely feeling a little better than earlier, but then again I could be lying to myself. I do that often. Someone once told me if you can lie, you can act. You don't need confidence to lie, you need it to act. I think I've won this round.
My thoughts really go off on a tangent...That's what it's been like all weekend. Just everywhere, never really concentrated on sleep...to hard too. I can't get my mind to shut up, so I'll catch about 45min-3hours total a night.
As much as I deny it, I fucking love me blog, it gives me somewhere to pour all my thoughts out. It's unfortunate that so many people read it though. I can't say everything I want to without it getting linked 30million times. Yes I exaggerated on the number, but its kind of how it feels. What do i mean by all this? It's for me to know and you to never ever find out. I think I've negelected this enough that readership has gone down immensely. Also the fact you can't comment anonymously anymore has caused it to go down as well. Bitches, I wanted you to read my thoughts but now I'm locking you out! Only a few people really know whats going on here, and you're probably not one of them.
I'm so glad there is no prep tonight...and I'm done for now...
<3Ina
