...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Women bring drama. That's why I hate them....Fuck drama. I hate it. Women bring drama. That's why I hate them. There has been a huge increase in drama over the last little bit...and it all had to do with new years...and my blog. I knew I should've stayed home, but noooo...I wanted to go see Matt. I'm trying to think if all this drama was worth it. In some cases it is, but in this case I'm thinking home would have been a better choice...a much much much better choice. I've resulted to hiding under my covers and crying at night because what's going on it seriously hurting me and my relationship and if it continues they (even though some of them could care less about our relationship) might actually get what they want. The last thing I ever wanted to do was make Matt's life harder then it had to be....that's blowing up in my face. I know I don't want it to end, but it may have too if we can't get through this..it's mostly outside influence that's making things tough, and they either don't care and are fully aware they're doing this, or don't know how much trouble it's causing.
Apparently my blog is causing trouble too. I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE I HAVE TO WRITE THIS AGAIN! IT'S THE FOURTH OR FIFTH TIME I'VE HAD TO DO THIS! IF YOU'RE GOING TO TAKE MY BLOG PERSONALLY...STOP FUCKING READING IT! There's a reason it's my blog and not yours. If you got the website from my msn, good for you. I don't care. Just understand it's a place for me to vent and if I wanted to tell these things to you face, I would or will.
I'm going to go be a shut in because the situation has upset me as much as it has. I hope you're happy, and you should bloody fucking well know who you are.
<3Ina
