...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Friday, March 13, 2009
I ran until it felt like my heart was going to burst...This morning I decided to go for a run. It was a first. Normally when I'm frustrated I go for long walks, but not today, the build up from this past week was making me go crazy...so I ran. I ran until it felt like my heart was going to burst, which wasn't very far because I'm in terrible shape, and then I walked.
I went to thinking rock...which is about a half hour walk from my place, but it's quiet all year round, and the scenery changes all the time. It's right on the Ottawa river and around this time of year the water is so high, you can almost touch it...but I won't. Only two other people know where it is, my sister Allie, and my buddy Tim. We used to skip out on class and hang out there when it was warm. Those were the days. Allie's in Florida for the week, and Tim...well, he's a ladies man now.
I think I'll end up back there tomorrow, depending on the weather...maybe grad my camera, and show a third person where it is.
It feels like my heart is in my throat...but I guess that's where it's been all week. I've been confused for about 48 hours, but at least I'm sleeping again. I'm really not sure what to do at all...I could get ready for tonight, but it turns out one of the people I really wanted to see might not be able to come out cause she's sick. More hopes being dashed for the week...my really weird out of the fucking ordinary week!
Is it monday yet?
<3Ina
