...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Fuck the dumb shit and fuck you, I'm going home....So, I pretty much spent my day in Suite 95, trying to concentrate on getting work done. I got some done, but not all of it. I was surrounded by loud people, most of them weren't working, they were watching youtube videos or doing Jeff's assignment...while I'm trying to wrap my mind around finishing this proposal...it's hard when there are so many outside factors twisting my mind in so many different directions like marionette strings caught in a fucking tornado.
Seems as if I always set myself up for disappointment. I try to be a nice person, I really do, but in the end it gets me fucking nowhere. Right now I'm livid. I can't believe what an utter fucking fool I've been. Do I deserve any of this? I don't think so, so why is it people are avoiding me like I'm carrying a deadly disease? It seems to be a pattern with friends....or "friends", they always find a way to get me down and kick me until I cough up blood or some other bodily fluid. I'm done with it. I've decided to say fuck the dumb shit and fuck you, I'm going home.
This post gets no love...Ina
