...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Sunday, March 22, 2009
I blame modern day Hollywood...I'm not quite sure how to feel right now. I guess I shouldn't be upset, but I shouldn't be okay. I feel kind of like an idiot, but at the same time I know it's just something else I'll have to learn from and deal with. I can admit that in fact I am a drama queen...in a bad way. I blow things out of proportion for no reason, and I can be incredibly self centered.
Tonight a girl at the party told me she lost her friend this week, I should have been more sympathetic, but I was too wrapped up in myself to care. I've lost friends before, so to me I guess it wasn't that big a deal. I mean, people die, you miss them, life goes on until you die...and then people miss you...if you're lucky. It's a never ending cycle, well, it'll end when a massive asteroid smashes into the earth, or the water levels rise, or the amount of damage we've done comes back and bites us in the ass and we all die at mass.
On the bus ride home, I had alot of time to think, but this time I think it was good for me. Although the wishing I believed fairy tales were real thing was a little off...I blame modern day Hollywood and the bullshit the spoon feed us. 'Boy Likes girl, girl hates boy, boy wins girl over'...bullshit, bullshit, bullshit. It goes more like 'Boy likes girl, girl hates boy, boy tries to win girl over but instead gets slapped with a restraining order'...that's more realistic. In real life, no one wins. People quit. I quit.
Bonjour, je m'appelle Christina, et je suis insatisfaisant. Aussie Je suis également une reine de drame, et un échec à la vie. Désolé, c'est une histoire à moitié vraie. mais qui demi? Peut-être c'est tout l'article truqué, et il est juste comment je me sens. Le demain est un autre jour… malheureusement.
FIN.
<3Ina
