...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Monday, February 23, 2009
EW I KNOW WHERE YOU'VE BEEN!Ola Blogger Babies! Lol, I dunno, I'm bored! Anyways, This Monday actually hasn't sucked so far. Although I haven't been motivated to do the school work, which is unfortunate. Midterms next week as well. Lame and a half..because the course is work based!
Anyway, I tried to stay up with the boy last night, He was studying, I was online...it was over msn, I could never spend the night at his house, my parents are old fashion, and I'd feel weird anyways. We talked about alot of stuff. I also applied to be on a TV show. He said I deserved it because of all the shit I've had to put up with, we'll see what happens.
Went out to Tila on Thursday last week wit Elena, I miss her and we had fun catching up, this guy in a v-neck shirt tried to hit on me, I told him i wasn't drunk enough to dance with him. A v-neck...seriously. Ew.
Speaking of ew, makes me wonder why friends would date friends ex's...they know where they've been. The cringe factor would be way up in the thousands for me. It's like those people that date around the same group, I couldn't do it...*cringe* *cringe* *cringe* I'd be thinking... "EW I KNOW WHERE YOU'VE BEEN!"
Reading week was last week, I miss it already. I gamed alot, and saw Matt alot, and he got to see his friends. He was pretty happy about that. I'm happy because he's happy. Cheesy I know. Whatever, I love him.
Random entry, I know, Makes no sense, whatever!
<3Ina
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Oh yeah, I'm sick of her too....You know people are reading you blog when you receive blog induced threats on your face. Considering who the message was from, it wasn't a surprise. She always sends me threats, and I don't respond because I know they're empty, and she's got a lot to lose if she goes through with them. Plus, I'm not afraid to press charges if I need too. Granted, Matt would probably get mad at me because it's one of his friends, but I don't care. I like his sane friends. I just want her to delete my cell number, and to leave me the fuck alone. If you're wondering, it's the same psychotic female I've been dealing with since January. Basically, she sent me a text message saying she'd "punch my fucking face in" if I didn't watch what I wrote in MY BLOG. Have you ever heard anything so juvenile? And she called me two faced, which doesn't make sense because I don't talk to her...here's the definition of two faced for those of you too stupid to know the meaning:
...deliberate deceptiveness especially by pretending one set of feelings and acting under the influence of another...
I don't talk to her, and I don't want anything to do with her, she's annoying...and crazy...and I doubt it's stressed induced.
Oh yeah, I'm sick of her too.
This has been my opinion in MY BLOG. If it bugs you that much, Stop reading it.
<3Ina
Saturday, February 7, 2009
25 random things about me...Okay so, There's this note going around on facebook (which I am no longer a part of) that I thought I should do anyways, here on my blog. It's the "Name 25 random things about yourself and tag 25 people" note. Well, I won't tag anybody, I'll just post it on msn.
So here we go, 25 random things about me...
1. I hate doctors, they creep me out as much as clowns, and I don't trust anyone legally aloud to molest you.
2. I delete everyone I block on msn. EVERYONE.
3. I get sick a lot, I blame it on working at a pharmacy.
4. I can't stand a couple people in my group...they're too high school.
5. I have 1 real friend from high school. The others just pop in and out as they please.
6. I mostly blog when I'm in class because I can't talk to anyone about how I feel.
7. I don't trust a lot of people because they haven't given me a good reason to.
8. I frequent forum sites for advice, the people may not know the whole story, but they tell it like it is.
9. I don't understand why females dislike me so much.
10. People Judge me before they know me.
11. I interpret things differently then everybody else.
12. I regret sleeping with my ex boyfriend.
13. I don't take things as seriously as everyone else.
14. I know how it feels to hate someone
15. I've experienced more in 21 years then some people do in a lifetime.
16. I want to jump out of a plane before I turn 30.
17. I'm terrified of being a mother.
18. I've always thought about leaving Ottawa, but there are some things that keep me here.
19. I hate women.
20. I need a new job, but this one will do for now.
21. I once spent an hour on a wii fit as a demo, surprisingly I didn't hurt the next day.
22. I was banned from facebook, and I'm never going back.
23. If I'm not married by the time I'm 40, I'm becoming a nun.
24. I only want to get married once.
25. It's not that I don't trust my boyfriends,it's that I don't trust the women around them.
and that's the end of that chapter. I have to get ready for work.
<3Ina
Monday, February 2, 2009
PREP NIGHT...The Saga Continues...So after fucking up my attempt at taping the 6'o'clock news (that a big EPIC FAIL for me)I'm alone in the control room awaiting the 11:30 NEWS. Bravo Ina, bravo.
In all honesty, it's been hard to concentrate. My ex is dating again. I know it shouldn't bug me (and this is the second time I mention it)but it does. He told me he didn't want a committed relationship and now he's got a girlfriend. I've pretty much been crying on and off all weekend. I know, I know..."grow the fuck up, it's his loss, blah blah blah..." well it's hard to forget someone you loved...and someone you lost your virginity too. I know it's not a big deal to most people, but I'm not most people. Sometimes I wish I was a guy, because then I could turn my emotions off. And I could be exatly like him and hate. I know my ex hates me, and I know I'm still bitter. I'm not jealous of her, I'm just pissed off...and a little confused.
I've noticed this blog does more harm then good, but frankly, I don't care. This blog is the reason my ex hates me. The reason Ashley is mad at me, and probably the cause of alot of other unfortunate things but whatever. This is MY BLOG, MY THOUGHTS, I write it about how I FEEL at the time, and after i seave it, it doesn't generally change.
Will is an amazing guy. He knows alot about alot, and I'm glad to have him around.
Dustin, Nate and Eastman are on the way to save me from myself.
Wish them luck
<3Ina
Ugh, recently I've been having these wicked bad migraines that result in nose bleeds. Not fun.
Anyways, vent time. Since I don't post this in my msn anymore, I can say whatever. How sweet it is.
So the other night when i was working, my ex came in, gave me a dirty look, got stuff and left. It got me thinking, he didn't used to be such a cold hearted asshole, maybe he wishes I never happened. Well I can honestly tell you now that I've come to terms with him existing, but I haven't come to terms with his new girlfriend. It didn't hurt me as much as I thought it would, even though it has bummed me out. I just don't care for his existence anymore if that makes sense...I have a newer boy now, and I couldn't be happier...on occasion. Everyone has their ups and downs, mine just happen to be his friends' girlfriends.
I'm bored at school. The one day I don't check my email, class is cancelled....FUCK! I could have really used the extra sleep...but instead here we are, downing energy drinks, waiting for stan's class, and probably should be doing gord's homework.
There's something productive, I'll do gord's homework.
but first....I'm producing this week, and my graphic designer is SHIT!
that is all
<3Ina
