...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
You can't kill whats already dead...but you can try to resurrect it...So, I've had alot of time alone with my thoughts, and I know I've lost friendships before, but those we're females, and those were because of jealousy, stupidity or immaturity. BUT I've never actually lost one of my male friends before unless I cut him out. I know my Buddy Jordan went AWOL for awhile, but that's because one of his friends is a huge douche bag, and made up lies about me so he could have me for himself. Lucky for me, I didn't end up with said douche bag...because of his douche baggary, and the fact he was stupid jealous of every guy I ever came in contact with pre-courtship....but that's not the reason I'm writing this...I'm writing this because I realised something today.
I realised that everyone I've ever come in contact with can't say I'm a terrible person. They can't say I didn't make them smile at one point, or that I didn't make them think about life, or themselves, or the world. They can't say they didn't have fun, or that I'm not awesome. Sure, some of my ex boyfriends could call me crazy, but that's a general term for ex girlfriends, some of my ex friends can call me a bitch or a slut, but that's the females talking, and their perception of a slut is horribly misguided. Even if it was the males talking, I probably did something bitchy to them because I didn't want to associate with them anymore. BUT none of them can say that they regret any of the memories I gave them, or any of the time we spent hanging out at work, or school, or in a basement, or on my front lawn, or at a campsite, or at the beach, or in some random parking lot, or downtown Ottawa, or anywhere else for that matter. They can always look back and smile.
There is only one person like me in the world, and if there is another, she's a bold faced liar...there can only be one Ina Insanity, and she's a hot commodity....and an evil genius...and everyone whose ever known me, is lucky to have known me.
and I feel bad for all of you who don't want to know me anymore, but I guess you can't kill whats already dead...but you can try to resurrect it.
<3<3<3Ina
