...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Here's hoping I make it past December...SO! I'm pretty sure I can't sleep! And that's quite lame! But all these exclamation points make it sound more exciting! EXCLAMATION POINT!
My laptop is still out of commission, which means I'll be commandeering my mothers for a little bit...of course I can't bring it to school...which is lame. Speaking of school and lame..being sick has pretty much fucked me over in Communications I. I've got a 70 right now...and no group presentation...and I'm hoping I can hand in my movie review late due to the circumstances..and maybe get a makeup assignment from Brenda for the group presentations....I hope. I love my program, even though its alot of work...Here's hoping I make it past December...
<3Ina
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I solved the "let's be friends" with my ex problem...I am a GENIOUS!
I solved the "let's be friends" with my ex problem! I just convinced him I still loved him! It's perfect! Ex's hear you love them...they run away screaming! Well...probably not screaming..but running. Unless they still love you...or you broke up with them. I'm pretty sure he hates me now...anyways I'm going to quote myself on this...
"Asking me to be friends this soon after a breakup is like kicking me multiple times in the head while I'm down..."
<3Ina
Friday, November 28, 2008
It's time for another wondrous VENT BLOG...Ah yes, It's time for another wondrous VENT BLOG!
Dear Flu,
I Fucking hate you. I wish you didn't exist...but I suppose it serves me right for not getting my flu shot. Fuck you anyways.
<3 Ina
Dear My Beloved Laptop,
Like many of the men I've actually cared about in my life...YOU'VE FUCKED ME OVER! I fucking hate you for doing so because without you I have no access to any of the files from school I need to study for exams with. I have no fucking clue when I'm getting you back! Don't fucking die on me.
<3 Ina
Thursday, November 27, 2008
The "pity pretty's".....You know what really grinds my gears? The "pity pretty's". What are "pitty pretty's"? It's like when you say something along the lines of "She's way cutter than me" and a friend or boyfriend goes "Naw hun, you're wayyyy hotter". It's when your friends feel as if they have to say "you're hot" to make you feel better, when really it's a pity compliment. Whether or not you're fishing for compliments (shame on you for that!).
A lot of the time, I don't like pity pretty's, because I can usually tell the difference between a sincere "you're hot" and a "I have to say your hot to make you feel better"
<3InA
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Happy awkward week...So...I was talking to Marc about this last night..I think...would anyone else find it awkward if their exboyfriend invited their sisters to his birthday? Anyone? I thought it as weird that he invited me...but he's upped the awkward factor by including them...and they're probably going...which I find awkward too...
Happy awkward week...*shutter*
<3Ina
Monday, November 24, 2008
How could she toy with people like that...Okay, so...there will be no prep night rant this Monday because I didn't go to school. I feel like death resurrected...
Yesterday I told you about the little social experiment Jim and I did...with sad and pathetic results. Well, one night I was talking with Jim on msn, and he was saying how the ad's on craigslist were funny...and pathetic...so I came up with the idea to post my own ad alone the lines of :
I'm a local padawan seeking a Jedi master for guidance, and an interstellar connection. I'm into star wars, world of war craft, and D&D. I'm also a member of the furry Fandom. I like to dress up as a foxgirl for good measure.
I'm looking for a man who can handle his light saber, and me with his Jedi mind powers.
Message me
let the force be with you
Complete with photos, just so see how many responses I'd get. Well, the response was phenomenal, the four days the ad was posted I received 185 emails. Now here's the sad and pathetic part:
23 were from MARRIED MEN
2 were requests for THREESOMES
12 included CELLPHONE NUMBERS
50 included EMAILS
1 included a detailed itinerary of the date time and location we should meet (I'll be wearing a red tie, and standing on the bridge)
Most of them included photo's.
I didn't respond to any of them...but are there really that many lonely people in Ottawa? Granted, I targeted the "geeks", but still....wow. I now a lot of you are going to think "how could she toy with people like that?" well....since I didn't respond to any...it's not toying.
And that was the social experiment.
<3Ina
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Next time you comment on my blog, make sure it's intelligent...How immature can people be? I mean seriously....SERIOUSLY! I don't know who the fuck is was, but next time you comment on my blog, make sure it's intelligent...and don't call me emo. I don't fit the stereotype!(Remember kids, labels are for soup cans, not people)
Asshole(I'm a hypocrite)...
On to less angry things...
I should really be working on my Broadcast Journalism homework...but like every Sunday night, I'm putting it off. I haven't been feeling well the last few days, and I suppose that's my bad, because I don't own a winter jacket, nor can I afford one right now.
My boss has kept me down to one day a week over Christmas holidays, which means I'll be looking for seasonal work. Lame, I know, but unlike some people I know, I pay my own bills.
Now I'm going to expand on the little things people take for granted. Like the sun going down. (sun goes down, lights go on...there's the impact I was talking about for all you idiots out there) But there are other things, like when someone drops something, why not help them out? I know a lot of people are shallow, and will only help "attractive" people, which is disgusting, because you should help EVERYONE! Sure, there are quite a few people who aren't the textbook definition of hot, but suck it up. Be the better person.
I have no idea where I was going with that...
Anyways, Tomorrow I'll talk about a little experiment me and my buddy Jim did...the results are both sad and pathetic...and good for a laugh...
<3Ina
Saturday, November 22, 2008
It's funny how people don't notice the little things...The sun disappeared at 4:37pm today.
It probably did before that, it's just when I noticed.
It's funny how people don't notice the little things, like the sun going down, and yet, it makes such a huge impact in our every day lives.
Think about it.
<3Ina
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I don't know, I was just in the mood to write....I don't know, I was just in the mood to write.
Ever have one of those nights where your mind won't shut up? Well I'm having one of those nights. Here's what's going on:
-Do people really take this thing that seriously?
-Is what I'm doing in my life right now what I really want?
-Will I make it past December?
-I liked Will's idea...
-Why is my little brother such a tool sometimes?
-Why do I put up with the shit I do?
-Boys are weird and confusing...
-How can I get what I want without saying anything?
-That was the most entertaining idea ever!
-I should log into my other account..
There's lots more where that came from,
<3Ina
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I just kicked off being floor director....So, I just kicked off being floor director because I swore when my key was open. That's not a bad thing, I could care less about the show because the content really isn't my cup of tea. That's because it's a show on lord of the rings and world of war craft. Joy. The content kind of blows.
Anyways, I didn't update last night because I went home and went to sleep. I was tired from not sleeping for a really long time. That was my fault.
Last night sucked. Almost everyone showed up to prep night wasted out of their fucking minds. I was pissed. It was totally unprofessional, and as frustrating a hell. But today the show was phenomenal. Definitely DVD burn worthy. I liked directing. It was fun. Producing and directing gave me ULTIMATE control!
Yeah, I'm still tired...and still sitting here. I'm going to get food.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Rachel, if you're reading this, I'm about to stoop to your level...Oh my fucking god, I can't believe the ignorance of some people! Seriously, they think everyone should revolve around them!
Rachel, if you're reading this, I'm about to stoop to your level. Grow the fuck up. It was a facebook comment. Facebook is an open forum and If you didn't want any ones opinion, you shouldn't have posted it. You're twenty-fucking-three years old and you're acting like a god damn six year old....scratch that, my six year old cousin is more mature than you, and she understands they words "leave me alone" the first time they're said to her, and also, if you've forgotten, I was the only one in the class that would talk to you for the longest time, and I was the only one who treated you as an equal. Everyone else treats you as a child because you're "sensitive". You're not sensitive, you have something psychologically wrong with you and you seriously need help. If you can't learn to act as an equal and take criticism constructively, then you will never make it in our industry unless hell freezes over and the Apocalypse comes...than maybe you'll make it, because no one else would be left alive.
Granted that was very immature of me...but i had to get it out, i will say this to her face verbatim (probably) on Monday. I just had to figure out how to word it properly. If you want a front row seat it will take place in the control room probably before my show rehearsal.
And, if you guys were wondering, a text message triggered this blog.
<3Ina
Saturday, November 15, 2008
You know what school and relationships have in common...You know what school and relationships have in common? They're both total time sucks. In my case, it's most definitely school.
I decided to take on a second show as a producer, as a result up until last night I hadn't slept for 96 hours, give or take...and I was talking about how elevators have propellers.(I meant helicopters...)Even though the lack of sleep clearly affected me, I was still able to get all my editing, paperwork and shopping for my set done before this morning. Now I'm just waiting on the host script so I can send it too the three guests. MY NAME IS INA AND I HAVE NO LIFE! (thank you Algonquin College)
Right so, that was the school aspect, not it's time to rap about the relationship thing.
Anyone else notice that in their Facebook mini-feed about 50% of their friends have changed their status to single in the last two weeks? What is it about November? It's like the prime breakup month this year. Last year it was August, July is a popular month too...It's a depressing subject. One of my friends just went though a break up, "It was a total time suck"...Moving on...
Uhm, so yeah, I'm tired, and I haven't been updating much, and I'm terribly sorry...but not really. I've just been busy. Don;t forget to check back on Monday, because this week it'll be super stressed out and full of ranting! Hurray for double duty director/ voluntary producer! I'm thinking of calling Monday nights the "prep night rant night"..up until second semester of course!
<3Ina
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
To Write Love On Her Arms...I really should be doing my Communications I homework, but tonight it seems like a waste. I felt like writing here instead, and tonight I'm not going to rant. I'm going to talk about something a little strange to some people, but it's impacted me.
To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery. Basically, when I was younger, I lost 3 friends to suicide in 2 summers. Granted one was just a pen pal, but still...when the letters stop, and you email her expecting a response and get her parents telling you she died...it's a pretty shit feeling.
The broken heart and crossbones i have tattooed on my back is for all of the friends I've lost, Including the ones I haven't mentioned, and the ones who died right afterwards. Losing a friend sucks. It makes you second guess yourself. We're you really that good a friend? Did you spend enough time with them? Could I have done anything to stop it? (I still ask myself those questions). It's something you never get over...sure it fades, but its always there.
November 13th is the 2nd Annual To Write Love On Her Arms Day...I'm asking everyone to please take part in this...it may not affect you directly, but people who know about this movement and see it will know you care.
I'm going to write "LOVE" on my arm tomorrow...
Will you?
<3Ina
Monday, November 10, 2008
He's the audio to my video <3wow, I haven't blogged in about a week. That could be a good sign, or it could mean I'm super lazy.
SO! I ran into Will again today! He's the audio to my video <3... he understands what that means,and I don't really feel like explaining it... not today anyways.
SO! I bought a new web cam, and it kicks the old one's ass. This means I can skype again! I got a new skype. Its InaInsanity. All will be explained in time. With the addition of my kick ass web cam, who I will so creatively name...Ezekiel(I've been reading too much ctrl+alt+del)...I'm going to start vlogging on my new youtube account. ALSO, possibly start using my blogTV account. I'm not cool enough to have any friends on it though. Lol.
ANYWHORE, updates most likely later.It's prep night... URLS are in the sidebar...
<---That way.
<3Ina
Monday, November 3, 2008
Act your age...not your fucking grade point average...SO! I'm at prep night right now and shit is already hitting the fan...well no not really. Our resident serial killer has decided to verbally abuse me for her own stupidity. Wonderful isn't it? It suuuure is.
BRIAN IS AWESOME!
Back to business... Yeah so today in our second class, she was mumbling under her breath about how she should move seats. It's nothing right? After second class I got my proposal published and a few people in the class asked to look at it, which was cool cause they asked...then she took it without asking and started copying shit down out of it so I took it back from her and went back to me seat. She started crying. She's 23. No pity. I'm done with that shit. and you want to copy a proposal....get off your lazy ass and get one from production services. Don't call me a bitch behind my back, especially when I'm sitting right in front of you.
I have to go be her tech director...she's directing...that'll go over well.
<3Ina
SHOUT OUTS TO SHANNON<3
Saturday, November 1, 2008
He actually gives a fuck. Not just wants to fuck....This is a vent, and is not meant to offend anyone...then again, maybe I do want to offend some people...That was the disclaimer, you have been warned.
Oh my FUCKING god. I can't fucking believe the shit that's going on in my own household. There are some days I wish that YOU never happened because you're fucking ruining the relationship between me and my sisters! YOU even have me jealous of one of them again! Not that I shouldn't be...I mean shes fucking perfect! RIGHT? But if you fucking touch her, or date her, I will make it my life's mission that to see that you end up face down under the fucking golden gate bridge, kapeesh?
Yeah, that's right, I just went italia on your ass, and you can't do a fucking thing about it because life should be family first, boys later, and that may or may not have been a threat on someones life. Could have been a promise. Great...now if he ends up dead they'll be looking at me for answers. Whatever...it's just a blog.
Why do people take this thing 100% seriously? Do they not fucking understand it's just an outlet so I don't keep this buried inside me and later actually kill all the people that piss me off? Because if you don't get that...you're clearly an idiot and my blog is way to advanced for your little simple minded brain to comprehend. COMPREHEND MEANS UNDERSTAND...for all you fuck wits out there that need that in layman's terms.
You know what? There are days I do hate my ex, and other days I miss the fool. But as far as I know that's normal. I mean, some of my friends who are hitched miss their ex's. I have a super wonderful guy now, and I wouldn't trade him for anything in the world because he actually gives a fuck. Not just wants to fuck. Get it? Got it? Good.
NOTE TO ALL YOU GUYS I HAVEN'T SEEN IN AWHILE:
After this week, my schedule will pretty much be open. Call or text.
<3Ina
