...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Monday, October 27, 2008
From incompetent technical producers, to nit picking producers and over stressed crew that just want to go home...Okay, so after the fiasco wit the D- in Gord's class, and the pretty much fail in Randy's class...we had photography, where I played little miss tech whiz. Those two years in tech crew really helped me out, I fixed multiple audio problems. BUT! Between Randy's class and photography, I got the grip kit we needed for prep night...
From incompetent technical producers, to nit picking producers and over stressed crew that just want to go home...it was a total fucking nightmare. After being stuck in Marilyn's class for god knows how long, we spent another...who the fuck knows many more hours stuck in the control room...and I snapped at Rachel and flipped out on Alex again...because he was being very very very very very very fucking annoying, and I told him twice to back off....then I told him to fuck off.
To add to my already glorious day, I went downstairs when I got home to get some cue cards for my script tomorrow because I don't want to hold paper on set...so I'm in the office and one of my sisters come out of the laundry room and turns the light off and says "you don't need the fucking light on", so I said to her "Yes I fucking do I'm looking for something." Then she has the audacity to hit me with the fucking laundry basket and threateds to throw a plate at my face. THEN my dad blames me fo the whole fucking argument....
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT?
<3Ina
I seriously hate this class. Broadcast Journalism is the one class that's going to fuck me over this year. I can't get the script right. The formats okay but I can't seem to pull off anything more than a fucking D! God! Its so fucking frustrating! AND to make shit worse...we've got two exams today!TWO! One midterm and one final. And my photography slide show is due today...but I'm not worried about that.
ANYWAYS, Gord's talking so I better start paying attention....
Sunday, October 26, 2008
My name is Ina...and I'm a gamer girl...I've just noticed how all my serious conversations happen over text message. WOW! That either means I suck at bringing that shit up in person or....no that it. Matt and I had a pretty serious one last night. Granted he'd been drinking and alcohol makes you mostly honest...and I'm probably a terrible person for taking advantage of that, but it makes me think I should've texted someone else last night too...
ANYWAYS, I still have to finish my script for gord...I always put it off to the very last min. As much as I love his class, I hate the work. It's painfully boring.
What would you do if you exboyfriend asked you to if you would leave your current boyfriend for him? I said no, because in all honestly, I still hate my ex, and someone told me hate was another form of obsession, I say its the easiest way to move on.
Let me be honest...after I finish writing this I'm going to kick my brother off his 360 because I want to play fable II. Its a pretty good game...even though so far I think Fable:The Lost Chapters was better. My name is Ina...and I'm a gamer girl. If you guys have XBOX LIVE add me. xXxSanityxXx.
Play Like A Girl
<3Ina
P.S. I was just looking at some of the old photos fom high school...and realised how much people have changed.
Some of us lost weight,
some of us gained,
some of us got hotter,
others weren't so lucky,
Some of us got cooler,
Some of us got lame,
Some of us got bitter,
Some got an attitude change,
A few of us stayed close,
or got closer,
or strayed,
Some of us forgave,
Some of us still hate,
Some of us need to grow up,
or mature in some way,
Some of us got "looser",
Some of us tightened up,
And through everything i've noticed,
and everything thing I've lost or gained,
I realised that high school is over,
And it seems like I'm the only one...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
She has at least 4 more years of free candy...I should probably be doing homework. Probably. I hate broadcast journalism. I hate writing those stupid news scripts but I have to do it if I want to pass....may as fucking well.
Halloween will be upon us soon, and one of my friend's sisters...her name is Emily, she's 10 now...I think, doesn't want to go trick or treating this year! SO! I asked her sister to ask her if she would go if i was taking her...she's thinking about it. I really hope she says yes because she has at least 4 more years of free candy after this. AT LEAST! Well...maybe 3...she is abnormally tall..but I still love my little Emilyface <3!
Anyways, a lot of stuff has been bugging me this past week...and today even. I don't know what and I don't know why, I just know I'm happy when I'm with Matt...that one day a week....
Uhm, Uhm, Uhm....my dads going in for surgery tomorrow...I can tell he's scared. Best case scenario, it all goes well. Worst case scenario, he goes deaf or dies.
WELL! Aren't I a little ball of sunshine today.
<3Ina
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Well guess what, I'm flaking on you too...Do you guys have any idea what it's like to work really hard on a project and have someone not follow through with their end? I experienced that first hand today, when the HOST of the show I was producing today FLAKED! She said "i can't do this" and fucking bailed. Oh.My.FUCKING.GOD. How fucking hard is it to sit in front of a camera for 6min and read whats prewritten for you on a sheet of paper in your lap? SERIOUSLY!? LIKE FUCKING SERIOUSLY! OH! and get this, SHE WANTS TO BE PITIED NOW! "BOO-FUCKING-HOO! I POTENTIALLY FUCKED YOU OVER CAUSE OF COLD FEET! PITY ME!" Well fuck you, you selfish little bitch. I was nothing but NICE to you and this is the thanks I get in return? You FLAKED ON ME! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD I WORKED ON THAT SHOW? ANY FUCKING IDEA? I STAYED AFTER CLASS, I MADE SURE EVERY ONES QUESTIONS WERE ANSWERED! I TALKED TO YOU AND CALMED YOU DOWN! I WAS THERE WHEN YOU NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TOO AND THIS....THIS IS THE THANKS I GET! Well guess what, I'm flaking on you too.
I did find a replacement host, and he was phenonminal.
end vent.
<3 Ina
Sunday, October 12, 2008
7shots, 1beer, and 1prickly porn star later...So, last night was a good night. It was the FIRST regular season meeting of the HABS and the leafs. Like every habs vs leaf and/or sens games, we spent it at Steph's. To make last night game a little more interesting, we decided for every habs goal, we'd take 1 shot....baaaaad idea last night. It was a high scoring game for the habs...and not only that...they'd score three goals very very very close together...at one point i was missing the shot glasses. So...as the game went into the third period, Steph and I had already has 6 shots each..and decide to up the ante a little more (keep in mind at that point we weren't thinking clearly) and The leafs had just scored a goal...and it was under review. I turned to Steph and said "if they wave this off...we're taking a shot"...she agreed. SO! 7shots, 1beer, and 1prickly porn star later...here we are.
The habs won 6-1. Next habs vs leafs game...or sens game...we may have to think this whole shots thing through...
<3Ina
Friday, October 10, 2008
Many many many many many many many many many many many many more...Okay Okay OKAY! THANK-GOD-ITS-FUCKING-FRIDAY!
So this week was pretty much stellar. Like seriously. Yesterday in English, Brenda was all like "email me your essay so I can use it as an example, bitch!" and I was all like "Okay bitch, will do!" That wasn't verbatim BY THE WAY!
Also in photography<3 we went to Mackenzie King Estate. It was fucking sick! It's so pretty up there, and I got some stellar shots! Mostly Brian shots, but it's totally legit because BRIAN IS THAT MAN! We speak whale together...its pretty sweet. Also chilled with Jim, who, by the way, is a total HERO!
Man, I totally love my group. We are HANDS DOWN AWESOME TO THE HXC!!! (that's hardcore for all you fools that don't speak scene)
Here's to many many many many many many many many many many many many more...10to12to24 hour days!
<3Ina
Monday, October 6, 2008
People are having little screaming expensive things...WHY IS EVERYBODY PREGNANT, TRYING TO GET PREGNANT OR HAVING BABIES!? and by everybody I mean a majority of the girls I knew in high school, middle school and grade school. What the hell, does not COMPUTE! Is it because they planned it or because there were like "oh fuck....well shit happens"?! I don't understand I mean at this age most people wont be financially stable enough to have a baby! So why bring him or her into the world! AND how the fuck do they know that the baby daddy is even going to stick around? Because he says so? Bullshit, get a ring. I mean as long as your married if the fucker wants to take off you can take half his shit and he has to pay child support + alimony! (alimony is only until you get married again)GAH!
So quick recap. People are having little screaming expensive things, probably not ready, still young, who knows if daddy's going stick around, what the fuck. End Scene.
I sure as hell know I'm not ready for one. Does anyone else ind this a little unusual....or happening to them too?
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<3Ina
Thursday, October 2, 2008
TV KIDS ARE HOTTER THAN RADIO KIDS...Here's what I'm thinking right now:
1. My mom was probably a race car driver in a past life
2. People who use cheesy pickup lines on buses deserve to be shot
3. I have a lot of reading to do
4. I have to finish my photos tomorrow
5. Tomorrow is an awesome day....
6. I'm going to work out alot more
TOMORROW IS ONE WONDERFUL MONTH WITH MATT! Yes, caps was necessary, because I haven't been this happy in AGES!
SO tonight was the first time i had time to work out in ages...and I forgot how fabulous it felt. Maybe i'll finally have the chance to tone up.
TV KIDS ARE HOTTER THAN RADIO KIDS! THATS WHY YOU CAN HEAR OUR VOICES AND SEE OUR FACES! BITCHES!
<3 Ina
Whats on my mind right now:
1. Why the fuck do I have two quizzes today
2. Where did summer so
3. Why does my ex hate me enough to untag himself in all our old photos
4. HAH Matt's got a looong day at school
5. I get to see him tomorrow
6. WHY IS IT SO COLD!
7. Honey Nut Cheerios straight from the box are amazing
Okay, okay, I know it shouldn't be bugging me that my ex is untagging himself in all of the photos Andrea tagged us in on facebook, but it kind of is. I guess he's afraid I'll try to add his new account on facebook...little does the tool know both his new and old accounts have been blocked. I don't want him checking up on me, and I don't really give a fuck what's going on with him...I'm just curious where all the hate is coming from. BY THE WAY, he doesn't read this so none of my questions will ever be answered.
So its been FOUR WHOLE DAYS since I last saw Matt. It's possible I'm going a liiiitttllle crazy...just a little. He's super busy with school, which is understandable because he's in third year engineering. I thought I was prepared for how much time we're spending apart, but I'm really not. I'll get used to it though. 74 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS BREAK! trust me...that's very relevant.
For all you INA FANS out there, that means weekdays I'm not doing schoolwork, I'm available to chill, except Fridays, Wednesdays...and most of next week. Midterms.
<3 Ina
