...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I don't have higher than a fourth grade education...So...here's whats on my mind:
1. Matthew
2. The super cool awesomely stellar Marc+Ina Night
3. How new girlfriends feel the need to comment on every single fucking facebook photo
4. Carty (I know, I know, stfu.)
Lets go backwards...I haven't spoken to Carty since before he left for Guelph. Before that it was semi-awkwards. See, we had always had that random sexual tension you get once in a lifetime(hopefully)you get between friends, when we were friends. I'm pretty sure he has me blocked on msn, I don't have his Guelph number, and he's removed himself from my friends list on facebook. Why? I'm guessing because we kissed once, way back in march, and I got promises of a relationship, and I blew it, and now we're not talking. I kind of miss him, random I know, but its not like he reads this or ever will anyways. I did talk about emailing him, but I'm pretty sure he wants nothing to do with me, so fuck that noise.
Does it annoy anyone else that when people start dating on facebook, their girlfriends comment on every single fucking picture they have with an "OMG UR LYKE SO HAWT<3" or something along those lines? It's like, holy fuck, we understand you're dating, but do you seriously have to pollute my mini-feed with that bullshit? It's like a psycho-sadistic way of marking their territory while pissing everyone else off! AND they do write in "I don't have higher than a fourth grade education" writing. I call it Internet douchebaggary, and it pisses me off. WRITE IN ENGLISH FUCKWIT!
Tonight was super cool awesomely stellar Marc+Ina Night! The best part about it was it was super random, and totally worth getting dressed for. I think a repeat night is in order soon, but this time, we'll random adventure it!
<3 Ina
Saturday, September 27, 2008
And so begins...list week...Here is how fucking eventful my day was:
1. Get in a fight with Matt
2. Get an asshole bus driver on the way downtown
3. Talk to a fucking idiot security guard at Rideau
4. Walk alllll the fucking wrong way down Elgin and end up at The Museum Of Nature
5. Get really really pissed off at the situation and feel like a total fucking failure
6. Call my mom to pick me up
7. Mom gets pissed cause she can't find me
8. Get a text from Matt saying the party he was at died and he's having people over at his place
9. Throw my phone.
10. Hear it ringing, Find it, Talk to my mom, Mom finds me, and I'm home.
Now...is it just me, or was that a fucking terrible day. God, I'm just pissed at everything right now, even the fact that people keep texting me. Matt asked me if I was okay, and if I wanted to talk about it. OBVIOUSLY I'M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY!
Fuck...I Need food.
<3Ina
P.s. and so begins...list week.
So! Seriously serious week has come to a close, and whats seriously depressing about that is I could only be serious for two days, seriously!
So on Thursday in Communications I, our mandatory first year English class, we were learning about commas and how some people overuse them. OH,MY,GOD,! People,actually,overuse,commas, who'd,have,thought,. Anyways, she gave us a "rule" to follow, which I forget..but it spells out the word FANBOYS, which in itself is full of hilarity. So, if you guys are wondering what the whole ",,,,FANBOYS,,,," thing is about, now you know, and you may not take part because you're not in Com I. Enough said. COMMA!
NEXT TOPIC...wow, I didn't really think this far ahead. My bad. I guess I'll have to wing it, com padres! Ever wonder why psychology students are always analyzing people? Well then you're stupid, because they're psychology students, DUH! It's pretty much what they live for, to analyze the crap out of everything. Wanna screw with them a bit? I'd tell you how, but a few of you reading this are psyche students and I don't wanna give my secrets away to you.
<3 Ina
P.s. If you normies (us non-psyche types) want to know how, email me at: Whatitsliketobeina@gmail.com
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
A little unfinished business I have to take care of...Alright ladies and gents, in keep with the theme of being seriously serious...I dub this week seriously serious week...seriously.
When I got home from school today, my dresser had fallen over. It's done that once before, but this time when I was cleaning everything up that was on top, I noticed a glass broke...and under that glass were a few flower pedals...which stuck me as weird because I hadn't gotten any flowers that colour since Valentine's day 2006...which made me realise there was a little unfinished business I have to take care of...so I looked around my floor and found those flowers. At one point, they meant alot to me, but now...like the boy who gave them to me, they're just something that I don't really give a fuck about anymore. Currently, they're staring at me from the trash can...which is where they should have been a long time ago. I also have a few stuff animals I have to get rid of. Anyone know where I should donate them? I was thinking CHEO...but that's pretty much the standard.
I've also come to realise that all things happen for a reason. I may not have believed it back in the summer...but now i have one absolutely amazing reason to believe it. I wont bother gushing...because I wont stop.
SPEAKING of stopping...I wish my sisters would stop playing Miley Cyrus so loud....
<3 Ina
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Most people don't realise high school is over...Alright folks, today I want to talk about something serious. I kid you not! I can do serious! SERIOUSLY!
Anyways, alot of people I know are still stuck in that high school frame of mind. You know the "lets get drunk like were underage and play video games before I go to my minimum wage job hungover and act like I'm invincible" state? Yeahhh...those *cough* lucky few haven't had a bitch slap from reality yet. I know alot of guys are probably scratching there heads right now thinking "I still get drunk and play video games...". I understand that, you're also stressing over assignments and paying for all your own stuff, whether it be school, rent, food, cellphone, car insurance or what have you. I mean...most people don't realise high school is over until they either hit college/university, or knock someone up and realise there life has gone to shit. And for the crowd I used to hang out with (no offence guys, I love you, just venting) It's probably going to be option 2. OOOH and don't think I'm going to limit this little rant to the males, ladies...because you're all just as bad too. The "people will like me if I dress like a skank, twirl my hair and offer them sex" phase of your life is over. Now a days, we call that being a total fucking slut. Not popular. Also both genders have to get there shit together. I'm tired of some of your drug habits. It may have been easier to deal with in high school, but now I'm just going to come out and say it. It doesn't make you look cool, it makes you look like a total fucking retard...I mean it in the literal sense. You say the stupidest shit I've ever heard and people fucking wonder why I have to repeat myself when you're sober. ALSO for all you alcoholics out there, one reason I was never big on drinking is because someone had to keep you from drowning in your own vomit, or contracting an STD, or cheating on your boyfriend/girlfriend. I've said it before and I'll say it again...I HATE ALCOHOL AND WHAT IT DOES TO PEOPLE! And seriously, It's not a valid excuse for cheating. If you can't remember you "love" someone after a few drinks, then you don't really love them...and you don't deserve to be loved.
Okay...wow...that was harsh...
<3 Ina
Friday, September 19, 2008
Thousands of lifeless you tube users...SO! I heard Miley Cyrus got into a car accident and died. Normally, this would be hysterical news, except for the fact it's not true. The hilarious aspect of this rumour? Thousands of lifeless you tube users have been uploading tributes and videos of themselves crying over this "tragedy". Now seriously, how many time do you have to force yourself to cry before you have a good enough video for you tube? And why the hell would you cry over a celebrity? I mean what the fuck have they ever done for you? People will say things like "Oh they changed my life!". My question to you is...how?
I know I haven't been on here for awhile, I've been busy. Its hard balancing school, my lack of work, and the amazing boy I have in my life. That's right, I went sappy for a second there, but as far as I'm concerned, I'm entitled.
Its fucking cold out today...and I have to go catch the bus...
<3 Ina
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
YEAH, that's not gonna happen...Aha..so, last night Matt came over to meet the family...excluding my father, that venture will definitely be saved for another day...cause he's got to meet my dad. Yesterday by happenstance he also met Will and Paulich...who are both really chill and I love them. Anyways, yes...so. I brought home a normal boy that's going somewhere in life, and now his parent want to meet me, the TVB student with fuchsia hair,eyeliner and three tattoos...that should go over well. Someone I was talking to said for me to tone it down. YEAH, that's not gonna happen, because if I do then they wouldn't actually be meeting me, they'd be meeting a far more toned down version of me, and besides I already kind of tone it down when I see Matt. Clothing wise anyways.
I have to decide if I'm going to the Live Lounge this Friday to photograph From Day One. I'd get in free to the show and Matt(lead singer) has bribed me with free beer if I do. Which in itself is a pretty good deal, but I could also get a few wiked awesome in action band shots. I can use the first band to the check settings, because FDO is the headliner, which is sick. I'll have to see if the call later this week and check with people to see if it's cool. ALSO Jordan might be coming with meee :D.
<3 Ina
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Some hot shot newspaper Jockey...So, I'm almost 1000% sure I'm going to spend the day in my room, just chilling in Matt's tshirt. I may leave at one point, possibly to see Ren or dye my hair again, but right now I just feel blahzé. I'm not upset anymore, which is a total plus, I'm just overly tired and I think I'm going to try to catch up on sleep. I also have to get my hands on some kind of news or else Gordon will have my head on Monday.
My Broadcast Journalism teacher used to be some hot shot newspaper Jockey. Big deal right? Wrong, the fool is way old school and will actually humiliate you in front of the class if you fuck up...he said it'll be unintentional...which I think is total bull, but whatever, according to him, I'm already wrong. It's a good thing I hooked up my wii to the Internet, it gets local and international news. I only got it so I could buy a wii fit one day...INA FTW! But still, I'm pretty sure Gordon is a bad ass. He says we can challenge his logic and we will clearly lose, it will definitely be an interesting semester.
<3 Ina
Beh, I'm just in the mood to blog. I went from stellar, to pretty okay, to thinking, to upset...yeah, now I'm just kind of back the the thinking stage, it could really go either way from here.
I don't understand why I'm so concerned with the future, or why that talk we had in the car is bugging me so much. Maybe because it kinda had to do with the future. Now I'm just talking crazy. or stupid. or both. If only you can get inside my head and see what I mean, It's hard to blog in detail now....
anyways...I'm too lazy to put the new poll up now, so check back tomorrow.
<3 Ina
Friday, September 12, 2008
Her roommates are totally boss...just like Paulie Bleeker...Oi homies and homiettes! It's time for some 3am blogging! Yay me! Sorry about going AWOL the last few days, I was just stupid busy with school and stuff. Anyhow, on to the main event!
I can't sleep because my mind won't shut up...ERGO something is clearly bugging me. It's not one of those things I want to post on my blog because of a few of the readers. Also because I don't need any bullshit advice on it...like "oh don't worry about it" or "I'm sure your being paranoid".It doesn't fucking matter what you say. It's going to bug me anyways. I'm a big girl, I can deal with this on my own, it just takes a few days...if we're lucky.
LAAAUUURRREEENNNS HOOOMMME! That's right! Ren is back in town and my life is finally complete again. I went over to her place tonight, it's pretty snazzy and her roommates are totally boss...just like Paulie Bleeker(blatant Juno reference for all you rock dwellers out there). I love it. I have a feeling I will be spending more time chez Ren...not just because its a 2 min bus ride from the school, also because she is mon amour de vie...and nothing will every change that. <3 friends fo' life yo!
I'm also lucky that text messages don't give away how you actually feel about a situation. I love technology.
<3 Ina
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Ina v.s. Matt...This is how we argue, cause we're that cool.
<3 Ina
Saturday, September 6, 2008
I must be making some of the right decisions...So, I'm pretty sure we're all familiar with the action-reaction rule. Today I did fuck all...as a result...I bought stuff on eBay. Bad Bad Bad thing to do, but whatever. I can't afford eBay, I can barely afford my credit card bill! Well...that's a lie I'll be able to next week. After shoppers pays me...wow...pathetic.
Why is it that every time I do something, or start dating someone new, my family needs to have immediate involvement!? GOD! Everybody gets involved right away and I never really have time to get totally comfortable with the situation! Then they start with the criticism and negativity. You think I need more fucking negativity? So what if i came home ten minutes late? It;s not like you have to tear me a new one. I'm home aren't I? And then they pull the "my house my rules" card. I'm twenty-fucking-one. I can stand on my own two feet, I can walk, dress myself, feed myself, go to the bathroom by myself, I do my own laundry, I work, I pay for my own stuff, walk across the street by myself, so why is it they insist on holding my hand? I'm pretty much self sufficient. Let me go! Cut the cord and so on and so fourth...
Oh, as if that wasn't enough, my sister pretty much thinks I'm a huge fuck up who makes bad decisions. well... according to This article:
a firstborn will naturally be a sort of experiment for the new parents, a mixture of instinct and trial-and-error. Perhaps this will cause the parents to become by-the-book caregivers who are extremely attentive, stringent with rules, and overly neurotic about the minutiae.
For all you who who don't know what the word minutiae is, it means minor detail. Don't worry, with the help of Google and Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary, I hooked you up. So that should explain why I'm so me. My sister thinks I'm emotionally unstable, so that means my parent are...not the case, my parent's aren't emotionally unstable, I can be...but that's only because my hormones aren't done fucking with my head...and they won't be for another 4 years. BY THE WAY...it's not just me, it's every female you'll meet under the age of twenty-five. Sorry guys, but that's life. and even after twenty-five you only have twenty-five years of her being "sane" because around fifty she hits menopause and you get to deal with all the craziness again...plus hot flashes and osteoporosis. And on the bad decisions thing...someones got to do it and it may as well be me, right? Better me than you...so stop complaining and quit trying to be another mother to me, let me grow up the way I want. I'm not stupid. I'm not diseased. I'm not into drugs. I must be making some of the right decisions then.
Get the fuck off my back and let me live...okay? okay.
<3 Ina
P.s. the halloween poll closes friday, then the top three costumes move on to a second and final poll taht will close sunday the 28th.
Okay so yesterday, after school of course, I went to Rogers and co-hosted a mock Daytime. I had a blast! My Co-host Don was old enough to be my father, but he was awesome. Some of the staff couldn't stop laughing at our on camera shenanigans...I tell ya, we're trouble. Speaking of trouble, every time I went to readjust my shirt it kept flipping my microphone to the mute position..which meant all of my super stellar lines were missed. It was a downer, but I'd totally co-host a show with him again. Hands down, no questions asked. Plus it's great practice for if i get that job with the Ottawa Senators, they still haven't called me for an audition so I'm slightly freaking about that, it's something I think I'd be good at and I really want to do. Keep your fingers crossed for me!
So after all the shenanigans, I call a taxi so I can go to Matt's place. I cabbed to the station because I was at Matt's before and Trudi called my cell while we were on the way to his place...and I got the same cabbie there and back. It was pretty sick cause this guy's hilarious. He gave me his cell number so I wouldn't have to deal with the operators at Capital....which means I got my own personal cab driver lol. It'll be awesome cause he'll definitely come in handy over the next year and a bit.
Moving on, I got back to Matt's, we watched a few movies and then I beat him at a few video games(that's right!, then we went bowling with Chris, Ashley, Josh, Adam, and Alex, then to Liam's and then I went home. It was alot of fun. I had a good time..I'm still tired though, one I finish my photography assignment I'm going back to sleep.
<3 Ina
P.S. I'm indecisive about how I should go out for Halloween this year, someones got to be having a party so I wanna get prepared (I know it's only September 6Th but whats the harm?)SO I've kinda narrowed it down to Nine ideas. Help me out on this!
P.P.S DAN!
Oi homies and homie-etts! Today was interesting, to say the least. My Television Operations class was divided into 2 groups, A-O and P-Z.What this system does is alternate class times from between 8am-9am and 9am-10am class. That's sick for suuuuure. One hours classes. Stan = super stellar genius professor. For reals' yo!
Anyways, for every day I've been at Algonquin I've gotten at least one new phone number per day. LOL...no. I'm not popular, it's just from me running into guys I wet to high school with. Today I ran into Gareth. Oh my gee, you should've seen the look on Jodi's face when we ran into Mike! Now, for all of you that don't know Mike (which most of you don't)...I believe the term used is FOX, ah yeah, Mike is a fox. No lies. Short curly brown hair, blue eyes, rockin' body, and he's a sweetheart to boot(nothing beats my super smart, super cute red head<3), but he's always been that way, for as long as I can remember...and as far as I've seen he doesn't match his shoes ans shirt to his watch anymore lmao. Then again, I've only seen him twice.
Oh yeah, I ran into Tara K today too...which was rather unfortunate. I couldn't climb the stairs fast enough! It's not that I don't like her, it's just that she's has the personality of a dead gnat, and she's twice as annoying as a live one. That's right...I went there.
Okay, honest to blog I wrote this in a notebook in the caf at Algonquin. I had an hour to kill before Matt came to see me.
<3 Ina
P.s. DAN!
Thursday, September 4, 2008
GOODBYE SOCIAL LIFE...Oi Homies, so school has had me ridiculously busy for shizz. Lol...back to English. Tomorrow will the be end of the blessed first week of classes...and that's when things really start to heat up. I've gotten headaches just listening to them describe the assignments...If you see a zombie walking around Ottawa that looks a hell of alot like me...it probably is.
So I have school every-freaking-day of the week, mostly mornings. Ron said that three-four females out of our class will be forced to switch schedules do to a FUCK UP in the registrar office. Aha, school? Fuck up my schedule? Only every year since grade 9. If they change my schedule they fuck me over employment wise. I may have to go Columbine on there asses and make a cartoon parody of life in this city.(oooooh..you thought I was talking about shooting them up didn't youuu...psychos...the creators of south park went to Columbine FYI!)
I should really be hitting up Blackboard and doing my Communications I assignment...but I'm far too....not lazy...it's just unappealing at the moment... I have to wait an hour and a bit to see if I can see Matt tonight. I hope so. He totally relaxes me. Which is what I need more than anything right now. Apparently this course is one of the most high pressure courses in Canada. OH JOY! GOODBYE SOCIAL LIFE! Well...not really. I have Danny, Jodi, Shannon, Phillipe, Elisha and who ever else is willing to talk to me. I'm a little obscure, but people learn to love it. I also have a "TV personality" whatever the heck that means.
I'm in a JUNO mood...
<3 Ina
Monday, September 1, 2008
Sí mi amore el muchacho es muy rojo caliente..So! Tonight's adventures co-starred Carl! Now this Carl character was introduced into my life...almost a year ago. We did co-op at rogers television together. He was VTR (which you simple carbon based lifeforms call "playback", and I was the floor director...the supposed most important job on the floor because I'm the director's eyes and ears. What utter bullshit. anyhow, we started at Monkey Joe's, ended up watching planes and stargazing at the airport, then to the Micky D's outside Algonquin for ice cream annnd here I am now. It was crazy, we talked about alot everything and anything. He wanted to meet Matt...but Matt didn't wanna come out...
I talked to my Kate tonight! I told her about the boy and she asked if he was ROJO CALIENTE! Of course I had to say sí mi amore el muchacho es muy rojo caliente...but in english. I like the term rojo caliente better than ginger...for obvious reasons.
more updates later
<3Ina
p.s. OH SNAP! +400 views! I totally feel loved!
