...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
I haven't blogged in awhile...What was the point of trying to earn a friendship back just to lose it again? Nothing. But nothing ventured nothing gained a guess. I learned a lesson. Now it's time to move along.
I haven't blogged in awhile because I haven't had anything vital or important to say. School is over. I auditioned for Disney and will find out by the end of the week if it's yay or nay. I'm finally getting my G2 July 7Th. Matt and I have been back together for awhile now, and it's wonderful...of course its up and down, but what good relationship isn't? I'm glad he argues with me. The last boy didn't and it drove me crazy...I'd call friends in the middle of the night crying over it because of how stressed out I was...anyways, Matt and I are getting pictures taken Friday, I'll post our best one here, on twitter, and multiples on facebook...
<3Ina
p.s. Mommy2jl direct message me your name so I can add you on facebook <3
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Please refer to paragraph one...So, it seems like swine flu isn't the only epidemic going around these days. Grab your surgical masks and an encyclopedia or two, there is no vaccination against this...people seem to be catching a case of THE STUPIDS (also refered to as 'the dumb')! I'm not even kidding...it's either that, or, they were stupid before and I didn't realise it til now. I mean, there is only so much stupid one person can take. At this point I'm being bombarded by mind numbing stupidity at all angles..and I'm thinking "WHAT THE FUCK MAN!"
So, this morning I got woken up with wonderful news! I had to go to a funeral. SUCH FUN! (anyone who thinks I'm being serious in the last sentence, please refer to paragraph one...you have the stupids). Anyway...on the way back...a new Alannis song comes on the radio...I thought we purged the airwaves of her filth a milenna ago. Turn out...not so much. Sweetie, you made it big with the jagged little pill album, you're past your prime...please stop making music...you're turning into Céline Dion! On second thought...go do a stint in Vegas for ten years or so...
<3Ina
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Besides, everything you do now will make for a good story later...Why do I do the things I do? Someone asked me that today. I wasn't quite sure how to take that or how to answer it. I just told them "because I can"...and I meant it. I mean you're only young and stupid once, right? So, why not be young and stupid?!
Get in a long term relationship, get your heart broken, question your sexuality, get piss drunk, get high as a kite, make friends, lose friends, fall asleep on a city bus, take a random road trip, break a few bones, get addicted to a video game, ask someone to dance, buy someone a drink, have a conversation on a random staircase, try sushi, change your look, fall in love, learn to something...anything, watch the stars behind the airport, go camping, catch a fish with your bear hands, climb a few trees...and fall out, but most importantly, find out who you are. Besides, everything you do now will make for a good story later.
Even though I'm not one to give advice out in my blog, I'm going to do it anyways. Do something completely impulsive. Something that could make you feel like a complete idiot if it goes wrong, something that could embarrass the fuck out of you. Take a chance, because either way, it's worth it in the end.
<3Ina
Friday, April 17, 2009
MAN! I'm lame today....Facebook, twitter, msn, myspace, and xbox live. That pretty much sums up the last 2 days of my life. I haven't left my bed. GOOD ON ME!
I spend too much time thinking. It's true. I've said it before, and undoubtedly say it again.
People keep asking me "what's up" or "how are you doing?" today I'm just in the mood to say FUCK OFF. They try to make we laugh, but their efforts are wasted. MAN! I'm lame today....I should get out of bed...and head to bridgehead.
<3Ina
"I never took you for a trick, but sometimes, I don't know what you want...I can take it if you need to take this out on someone..."
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
You can't kill whats already dead...but you can try to resurrect it...So, I've had alot of time alone with my thoughts, and I know I've lost friendships before, but those we're females, and those were because of jealousy, stupidity or immaturity. BUT I've never actually lost one of my male friends before unless I cut him out. I know my Buddy Jordan went AWOL for awhile, but that's because one of his friends is a huge douche bag, and made up lies about me so he could have me for himself. Lucky for me, I didn't end up with said douche bag...because of his douche baggary, and the fact he was stupid jealous of every guy I ever came in contact with pre-courtship....but that's not the reason I'm writing this...I'm writing this because I realised something today.
I realised that everyone I've ever come in contact with can't say I'm a terrible person. They can't say I didn't make them smile at one point, or that I didn't make them think about life, or themselves, or the world. They can't say they didn't have fun, or that I'm not awesome. Sure, some of my ex boyfriends could call me crazy, but that's a general term for ex girlfriends, some of my ex friends can call me a bitch or a slut, but that's the females talking, and their perception of a slut is horribly misguided. Even if it was the males talking, I probably did something bitchy to them because I didn't want to associate with them anymore. BUT none of them can say that they regret any of the memories I gave them, or any of the time we spent hanging out at work, or school, or in a basement, or on my front lawn, or at a campsite, or at the beach, or in some random parking lot, or downtown Ottawa, or anywhere else for that matter. They can always look back and smile.
There is only one person like me in the world, and if there is another, she's a bold faced liar...there can only be one Ina Insanity, and she's a hot commodity....and an evil genius...and everyone whose ever known me, is lucky to have known me.
and I feel bad for all of you who don't want to know me anymore, but I guess you can't kill whats already dead...but you can try to resurrect it.
<3<3<3Ina
Friday, April 10, 2009
Unfortunately, can't write about my thoughts...It's Friday night...do you know where your Ina is?
I can tell you! She's in bed. Tonight i was propositioned twice to go out, but i worked 8 or so hours today and didn't feel like it. This may also have to do with the lack of sleep lately. So tonight I get to face the thoughts I've been putting out of my head all week by spending time with Lauren.
Unfortunately, can't write about my thoughts. Or feelings, or anything about my current situation. Last thing I need is another uncalled for angry text lashing from msn. If I'm even still on there.
Anyways, I'm possibly going to go to bed soon, and try to continue to put this shit out of my head, as non-sensory as it is.
Yeah, I lied. I'm human. I also didn't tell you all the details. It's none of your business.
You probably don't even read my notes anymore, and whatever that's fine. I miss it.
Maybe today we can put the past away...
<3Ina
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
alcohol induced dance coma night!So, my week has been shit so far, with a few sunny interludes. Tonight my aviators broke, and my cellphone seems to be favoring the number 8. I can't even text anymore. On the upside, I've paid off half my visa bill, and Italian sodas are awesome and make me smile.
Tomorrow I have a full day planned. Visiting Wafia, buying a barbie pink dress, possibly matching shoes, going to get new aviators, and planning an alcohol induced dance coma night! A barbie pink dress you say! Yes ma'am. I've decided to girlie it up. It always makes me feel better. Plus my sister got me a barbie pink bow, so I can double the sexy. AND as for the Alcohol Induced Coma Night...it's going to be a friends only event that will take place after exams, and more importantly when my KATE gets home :)! Grab your Id's and you're dancing shoes, cause if you're not drinking or dancing you may as well shut up and get out! I'm going all out, and we're going to have a bad ass time!
<3Ina
