...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Double ewe tea eff mate...Okay,Okay...so 2 nights ago I call nick up to tell him everything that's on my mind, Including I don't need you and I'm not waiting. I told him I was tired of the I don't know bullshit and I wanted answers, I asked him if he still loved me, he said "I don't know" I said "if you don't love me then tel me you don't" He said "I don't love you" but he didn't sound serious. Then I asked him if he was gonna stop by my work before he left for the week, he said no, because the 176 gets him home faster. YESTERDAY, I asked him if he was stopping by and he said he might, which recently from him means NO. So around 4 I get a text message asking when my break is, how long its going to be, and where am i. SHOCKER He showed up...like he never did when we were together. He gets all flirty(but I started it). His hands were warm so I put my hand in his and he closed his fingers around it (not tightly though). Then Tony called, he talked on the phone with him for a bit then he put his other hand on top on mine!? About 2 seconds later he took it off. Then we were heading for the bus so he could catch it, I told him I was getting a new red dress and when it got here he was taking me out. He agreed...without hesitating. Just as we got to the stop his bus showed up, I told him I didn't want him to leave yet...he said he'd call me when he got on the bus.....again..WTF? He hugged me goodbye and got on the bus, about 30seconds laterrrrr...my cell phone rang. We talked until it died. After break I called him to apologise...again I was shocked he pick up my work number...over the last couple of weeks he never answered my calls, then again, I only called him twice.
I'm Severely confused, I don't want to read into anything but it's hard not too. Give me advise and WTF is going on?!
<3 Ina
