...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Friday, July 18, 2008
So let's get this started...This isn't just the story of a girl...it's my story. My name is Ina, well...not really, my name is actually Christina, but in grade nine or so my friend Ren (who's name is actually Lauren) decided to shorten it and it stuck...anyways let's get on with this nonsense, shall we?
I'm Ina. I'm 21 years old and newly single because my ex decided he doesn't think he loves me anymore. He broke up with me over the phone, and pathetically I still want him back. I just started a new job at The Bay. My boss can be a bitch...but who's got an awesome boss? She's not always a bitch, normally she's quite nice to be around...because normally she's not around. I work in men's fragrances...as if my life isn't depressing enough, right? Well lucky for me the ex wore cheap cologne and we don't carry it (^-^)! Uhm...I'm starting college in the fall. I'm going for television broadcasting and I may be expanding into film or journalism later on...who knows really?
Now I'll dish about my ex. He wasn't just my first love..he was my first everything..and as I said before, I want him back. (-2points for being pathetic) It's been about two weeks and he's playing with my head...and for some reason I thought it would be smart to get his sister involved. (-2points) We broke up once before for reasons I will not disclose at this time...last time I broke up with him. He says he's probably not coming back to me...PROBABLY NOT! Thanks Captain Indecisive!
The other day he asked me to go get his health card with him..and like a fool (-2points) I agreed. We had to go back to his apartment at one point so he could call his mom and we could get the address changed on his drivers license. When we were there he told me he had cleaned his room and the minute i walk through the door frame I burst into tears. (-2points) He then proceeded to cuddle me on his bed like he used to in an attempt to calm me down. It worked.(-2points) A little while after we were cuddling and he leaned in and kissed me...it didn't go any further than making out because I wouldn't allow it(+5points)...I don't even know why I allowed the kissing. After that happened I was a little more clingy with him. on the bus ride home he kissed me again and asked him if he wanted too, he said "a little bit, but I still would have done it even if I didn't want too because you wanted it." Cue tears. Then he INSISTED on walking me home even though I didn't want him too because I felt like crying after he had said that...what makes this all even better? He gets back on the bus to go home and tell on of my old co-workers I'm still good friends with that "she didn't want me talking to this Kerri girl (cause she wanted to fuck you). She wanted to see me all the time (hello? you leave every weekend? Is 3 times a week too much to ask?). She wanted me to visit her at work all the time (uhm...no...just on weeks I was working late. He transfers buses where I work...is walking a up the stairs to spend 15min with your girlfriend too much to ask?). Things are better off this way." So after nick gets off the bus Loyal co-worker calls and tells me what he said. WHAT THE FUCK? Why would he kiss me and say that? It obviously bugs me because I'm giving myself a whole two paragraphs to vent in.(-2points) I'm trying to get over it but it's ridiculously hard...but no one ever said life would be easy...as much as I wish it was.
I'll be keeping score every blog...so get used to it. Feel free to up or down the points in the comments...most of which I probably won't take seriously...just kidding(+2points)
<3 Ina
points:
-5
