...This Isn't Just The Story Of A Girl...
Thursday, August 28, 2008
I hereby declare it...Bah, I'm kind of having one of my relapse days. Which sucks. I don't want to think about him anymore! I don't want to know about him, or talk about him, or talk to him! Or anything! I want him to be non-existent! That's why I blocked him on facebook. Both accounts. Blocked him on msn...and deleted him from my phone and the sim card. Not like he's trying to contact me anyway, he's convinced I hacked his accounts. I'm convinced he cheated on me the weekend he broke up with me (on the phone after I left his apartment). I don't care what he, his sister or his best friend says! Why else would he go from "I love you" to "I don't know anymore"? This whole summer has been bullshit. I'm glad it's over.
I didn't get any sleep last night. I was too busy trying to write out a letter of application, revamp my resume and thinking. My mind wouldn't just shut the fuck up and let me sleep.
Baking always helps me feel better, I'm looking for a brownie recipe, I'm going to bring it to the dorms later for Dan. Even though he doesn't feel like wearing pants. MEH! It'll be a no pants day! I HEREBY DECLARE IT! That means I should probably shave my legs...I can still wear a skirt cause there not pants! YAY LOOP HOLES!
<3 Ina
